Today, I got the good news. At 6:40 this morning I got a Yahoo Messenger text from Dr. Kluck. All the masses were in my chest. Everything is above the diaphragm! Praise God. That is totally what we were praying for. The better and more treatable option. So that was exciting. I couldn’t sleep really after that. We were waiting to be able to call into the doctor and I knew that he and Mrs. Horne were on that. Lisa and I were going to get up at 7:30 so we could be ready to go if they called and said I could get into the doctor today.
Today is Lisa’s birthday and I am so excited that I was there at 12:00 when it turned to her birthday and that we are hanging out together just talking on her birthday. Not the way either one of us imagined it, but let’s make the best of it none the less.
Sometime after 8:00, my cell phone died and I had not thought to get the charger from my apartment the night before, so it was hard to get messages communicated around. Mrs. Horne called and said the doctor was on Spring Break, but they were going to try and still call about the biopsy. Sometime later, Dr. Kluck called and said they had me scheduled for 10:00 tomorrow. It is still so amazing to me that he and the radiologist were lab partners all the way through medical school. What an amazing little web God has weaved together! So, Lisa and I went for a big birthday breakfast at…McDonald’s. I mean where else can you get Sweet Tea at 8:30 in the morning. We had a fun breakfast and decided to just try and keep the day as normal as possible and get what we could done.
I decided to go ahead and go into work. I knew my co-workers were worried and I knew that it would make all of us feel better if we got together and talked. I cannot imagine what it feels like to know your boss is going through a major life change and you are on the outside looking in. They have been so great and so supportive. One of the great things about working for a place like Ouachita, is that the family atmosphere of the campus passes through the lines of the faculty and staff as well. I have a great group of counselors who are very hard workers and who have set themselves up to be very successful. So, I was encouraged by that, but I wanted them to be as well.
So much of this afternoon was spent talking to people and making sure the right story was going around. In a small town and on a small campus, all kinds of things start stirring. I am super optimistic and I know that God is going to use this for His glory. So, I want to live as normal a life as I can and I will not expect that God is going to do anything but to continue to work things out for good. Up to this point, we have continued to hear the good side of what things could be and that is what we will continue to expect.
My parents came up this afternoon and it was good to be together. I know it had to be overwhelming for them to have to come here for this reason and to come into my apartment that is totally set up for just me to be here (meaning I have stuff everywhere), but somehow we will manage. With dinner at the Pig Pit and our first trip to Wal-mart, our evening is complete. Tomorrow holds a new process and a new adventure.
kesha – that title almost looks like the pig pitt stop! oh me… what if this pluggs my business. someone once described me as a breathe of fresh air. (notice i said ONCE) as cheesy as it sounded at the time i wallowed in the thought of that description of me as i played those words over and over in my mind. well, yes, it was cheesey then and it is cheesey now but that’s what your were tonignt to me at the pig pit. not cheezy but “A breathe of fresh air” no, i’m not talking about you covering and cleansing the stench of the bbq smell … i am talking about the freshness of your love and faith in God and all you had to exhail about him in your Big Pitt Stop in just the few moments we were together tonight at the pig pit. the moment i saw you, or i guess i should say, the moment you saw me and came up to talk to me i was amazed that you were even out of the bed. and yes, it is a small town and my phone had already been ringing with your news so “being surprised” to look up and see you standing in front of me only takes the back burner of surprise to how much of God’s love i felt as you talked me through all that had gone on with you the last two days. what you didnt know and i didnt say is i needed a fresh look at God’s love so much right then and you were blowing it all over me without even trying to and not even knowing it. nothing compares to what you are going through kesha but to try to explain a little… is this… i had just spent two hours on the road alone in tears bc i cant get out of the grieving mode from not having the inman’s here anymore. that coupled with returning to my own war zone as i entered the pig pit that night made you blow God’s love all over me with all your words of faith and love for him. cheesey as it is… a breathe of fresh air… a breathe of God’s air… that’s what you are kesha. i’m praying for you to love God so much more bc of this and in spite of all of this and that many around you will seek his love bc of what they see and feel as you take this journey so faithfully. love, kim tucker