So, today is the day.  The day I go back to Little Rock for my “5 years clear” appointment.  I must be honest and share that my heart is just as anxious as it was in 2008.  It never gets easy going into the doctor and sure not your oncologist. 

I looked back this morning at April 7, 2008.  The post from the day I first met with Dr. M.

I can read a lot between the lines of those words.  A lot of emotion, trepidation, angst, and unknown.  What a different person I am today.


I have much to live for.  I have much to give.  I have many to thank.  And One alone to honor.